I saw Marwan bin Hakam sitting in the masjid, so I came over and sat down beside him. He told us that Zayd bin Thabit had informed him that the Messenger of Allah ﷺ dictated to him the verse "Not equal are those of the believers who remain behind and those who strive in the way of Allah" [Nisa 4:95].Zayd said, "Ibn Umm Maktum came to him while he was dictating it to me and said, 'Messenger of Allah, if I were able to take part in jihad, I would do so.' He was a blind man.Then Allah sent down revelation to His Messenger ﷺ, whose thigh was resting on mine, and it grew so heavy upon me that I feared my thigh would be crushed. Then the state left him, and Allah
had revealed the words "except those who are disabled" [Nisa 4:95]."
حدثنا عبد العزيز بن عبد الله حدثنا إبراهيم بن سعد الزهري قال حدثني صالح بن كيسان عن ابن شهاب
رأيت مروان بن الحكم جالسا في المسجد فأقبلت حتى جلست إلى جنبه فأخبرنا أن زيد بن ثابت أخبره أن رسول الله ﷺ أملى عليه {لا يستوي القاعدون من المؤمنين} {والمجاهدون في سبيل الله} قال فجاءه ابن أم مكتوم وهو يملها علي فقال يا رسول الله لو أستطيع الجهاد لجاهدت وكان رجلا أعمى فأنزل الله تبارك وتعالى على رسوله ﷺ وفخذه على فخذي فثقلت علي حتى خفت أن ترض فخذي ثم سري عنه فأنزل الله عز وجل {غير أولي الضرر}